Happy Birthday `The Greatest Woman in My World, Mama`

Happy Birthday mom!
I Love you more than everything in this world, I love you more than you know, I love you more than I love my own self.
A big love just for you mom :*


#dearmama thank you for teaching me the difference between right and wrong & helping me grow up the strong person I am today. - @TheNotebook -


You’re always down for me, have always been around for me even when I was bad. You showed me right from my wrong, and you took up for me.
When everyone was downin’ me, you always did understand, you gave me strength to go on
There was so many times, looking back when I was so afraid
and then you come to me, and say to me I can face anything, and no one else can do what you have done for me
You’ll always be, you will always be the girl in my life
-a song for mama by boys II men-

Taman Kota "Andhang Pangranan" May 1st, 2011

aw, really love this one.

left-to-right: gita, ayu, me, tika, & mayani

and also love this <3

left-to-right : mayani, ayu, & me

p.s. : those taken picture was without upi, what a pity :(

Taylor Swift - Back to December

I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life? Tell me, how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while

You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up, and I know why

Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses, and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time

These days, I haven't been sleeping
Staying up, playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed, and I didn't call

Then I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
And realized I loved you in the fall

And then the cold came, the dark days
When fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love, and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry

Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it, but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

This is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time, all the time

p.s: recomended to be add to your playlist ;)

Lenny Kravitz - Can't get you off my mind

Life is just a lonely highway
I'm out here on the open road
I'm old enough to see behind me
But young enough to feel my soul
I don't wanna lose you baby
And I don't wanna be alone
Don't wanna live my days without you
But for now I've got to be without you
I've got a pocket full of money
And pocket full of keys that have no bounds
But then I think of lovin'
And I just can't get you off of my mind
Babe can't you see
That this is killing me
I don't want to push you baby
And I don't want you to be told
It's just that I can't breathe without you
Feel like I'm gonna lose control
I've got a pocket full of money oh yes I do
And a pocket full of keys that have no bounds
But when it comes to lovin'
I just can't get you off of my mind
Am I a fool to think that there's a little hope yeeah tell me baby yeah
What are the rules the reasons and the do's and don'ts yeeah yeah
Tell me baby tell me baby yeah
What do you feel inside?
I've got a pocket full of money
And a pocket full of keys that have no bounds oh yeah
But when it comes down to lovin'
I just can't get you off of my mind
I just can't get you off of my mind

one hour to Papa's birthday

11:07 right now, and I'm waiting until the clock show this time -> 12.00 AM.
Actually, I've prepared a little surprise with my mom for the best man in this world, Papa :) He was born on February 10th, 1966, 45 years ago. Woow he is really goin' to 45, i thought he's still around 35 ;D

First Semester......w r a c k

Hell-ooo people, long time no blogging. I've been busy with my college life on Universitas Jenderal Soedirman Purwokerto, Jawa Tengah, yes that is my college now, after a loooong struggle in Senior High School and many kinds of enterence test. Finally I've got golden words, here is... and Oh My GOD, I was so excited that time :D UAS, UTS, QUIZ, yaaa whatever, those things made me so wrack :( and guess what? yap, I even did'n satisfied with my IP (IP stand for Indeks Prestasi, it's accumulate your score for one semester)